The 26 year old who's never actually dated

That's right. I'm 26, and I've never been in a normal, start off dating, grow into something more, fall in love, enter into coupledom bliss type of relationship. Instead, I have dove head first from one man's arms to the next. At eighteen, I left an extremely dangerous family situation and moved directly in with a guy friend. It was that or a shelter, so I went with the friend. Who of course was no longer just a friend within a couple of days. Three years later we were married, and four years later we were divorced. Of course, instead of taking time to grieve and heal, I find my solace in the bed of another man I barely know. The day after I left my husband. Terrible, I know, but it felt good at the time, so I gave in. Unfortunately, he had more issues than I did, and nine months later we finally end the most volatile relationship known to man. And that's where this whole story will really start. The trials and tribulations of a girl who has never entered a relationship under any sort of normal circumstance. A girl who has never had someone fall in love with her. A girl who had to fight her whole life trying to make someone love her.